2025

Hi guys i cant believe its been over a year since the last time i spoke in here.. i think the passing of our beloved D'angelo sorta inspired me to speak up and come to myself again.. i want to be vulnerable and open for once, this year has been unbelievably difficult for me, i've found myself hitting a lot of roadblocks and confusion really. i just turned 25 and i started this blog when i was 23, i've seen, felt, and met people i would've never imagined.. with joy & love often comes confusion and disappointment.. any time i feel something along those lines it brings me back to my childhood for some reason. Even though i am no longer in my adolescence i still feel so connected to that curious girl or who i once was really I try and look at the world through that lens of innocence i once carried with me, but the more i experience the harder it is to connect with that part of myself. I've been feeling extremely tainted by my experiences lately and whats around me.. i still believe in beautiful things and outcomes but i have also grown to realize that happiness is a choice and choosing the good things and feelings is extremely difficult and not always practical with all the social pressures, conditional people, and overconsumption of media. i feel overstimulated and disconnected from my roots of love and passion and inevitably this is my own fault, i need to be myself, i need me so much right now and i miss myself so much.. never stop being yourself for anyone or anything love your truths walk your God given rhythm.. im not who i want to be but i know shes somewhere out there - Starr Mesa ( oct 15)

cat lvr since birth

jared i love you forever you are someone who has loved me through it all

always !!

I miss being around real people.. rip mimi

#freediori

Amen

I can’t believe I look like a woman sometimes, I still feel like this girl haha

<<<<<<< #glewuppp

open ur ears

I wanted this update to really be about the expression up top I don’t have much to show or say tbh but I promise I’ll be back soon love you ! Thank you for reading

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